Wednesday, September 17, 2014

One year at Crossfit - K

Sometimes I feel like every post I make is "I'm not making progress YOU can see, but I'm making progress *I* can see".  This is another one of those.  :)

I just hit my one year mark at CrossFit.  I started out going 3 days per week (and finding it quite difficult to go that often).  I bumped up my membership to be able to go 4 days per week in order to force myself to go at least 4 times per week.  If I didn't make all 4 workouts in the week, I'd go Saturday morning.  Last week was the first time I made it every single week day.  I didn't even think about it. I just signed up and went in between shuttling Z to football practice and back.  

I am losing weight slowly.  After the Nutrition Challenge in May, which I ROCKED, I sort of fell of the wagon.  I had intended to keep eating clean and logging meals.  But I really don't enjoy cooking and it became too easy to fall into old habits (I'm so lazy!).  However, some of it did stick.  I cut back on alcohol.  Well, not so much cut back, but cut out.  At this point, I'm only occasionally having a drink with a friend maybe twice a month.  2 years ago, I was having at least one martini or two glasses of wine a night at home.  I can't open a bottle of wine at home because I hate to waste it.  I don't drink it all before it goes bad.  I have cut out gluten.  My family has a history of gluten related health issues (I haven't ever been tested for an intolerance, but more than a few family members have and the trend isn't positive). I sometimes *forget* about that though, so gluten is definitely sneaking in sometimes, but I am getting better about thinking about it. I felt so good during the challenge and I suspect that cutting out gluten was a big part of it.  I have cut out almost all sugar and artificial sweetener.  I'm open to having a treat occasionally, but I don't make it an every day thing anymore.  I'll make a fruit smoothy if I'm needing something sweet, but it's not a regular thing. 

I gained back about 5 pounds of the 16 I lost in the challenge.  But, as of today, I've lost that again.  And I'm back on track.  I only have 9 pounds to lose to meet my second New Years Resolution (on the board at CrossFitPostFalls).  And I plan to not simply meet that goal, but to beat it.  

I'm making gains in the gym.  I can run more than I used to (though I still run slower than dial-up in the 90's).  I try to run more than I walk.  I have a feeling that I can run a little more than I do, and I've got a hang up about it.  It's something I'm focused on at the moment as I think my coach is disappointed in my running.  I was able to jump onto the 20 inch box this week.  More than a couple times.  I was unable to get past my brain and get much higher.  But I'm still happy that there is progress.  I'm able to RX a few more parts of WODs than I was doing.  I still scale quite a lot but I see slow progress.  

But most importantly, I see changes in ME.  On most days I'm feeling more confident.  I can keep up with the kids more.  I don't get out of breath as easily.  I haven't had an asthma problem in months.  My ankle mobility has been corrected (this one amazes me so much!).  It's not ALL about how I look in my clothes, but how I feel in my heart.  I'm glad to have that realization.   Keep plugging away!